Papa no Tegami

Yes, this is me,
I'm angry,
yes
at You.

I've followed all your rules,
and yet,
I am unhappy.

I can't give you the painter's brush
not yet..
I still love You..but
yes,
I'm angry.
and yes,
at You.

Mushrooms and Costumes

I'm wondering to myself, how long i can keep doing this..I mean, live in two worlds.
I wonder if the rest of them feel like that too?

Every time we meet and I leave and I suffer post event blues..because my daily life starts becoming a mundane set of places and people obsessed with sticking to the rules and norm,
then I start feeling trapped and I want to meet them again..

One day, something bad is gonna happen.

But until then, right,
I just don't care.
It's not like I'm doing something wrong.

This is called , being happy-chan.